Dear Dad--Thank You

Dear Dad,
I want to take time to write you. Because lately we don't talk like we used to. You see, I was thinking about all the things that we've been through. And I wanna say right now that I really miss you. And you used to tell me when I was a little dude, that there was nothing that we couldn't get through. So after it all I want to take the time to thank you. And let you know that everyday I try to pray for you. See I appreciate everything that you did. You were there for me ever since I was a little kid. You taught me to be a man and just how to live. And when I needed it you always had love to give. The tears are running down my face as I write this! Cause you not being here is what I really miss. And one thing that I just really wish, is that you know I really love you so i'll tell you this. Daddy, thank you for being my Daddy, I just want to thank you Daddy, thank you for being my Daddy.

We might blame ourself for you and Mom goin 'Up', but i want to tell you 'we don't beat ourself up'. That's in the past now, what's done is done. You'll always be my dad and I'll always be your son! Sometime the most important words, we don't say enough. Sometime love hurts and hurts way too much. Sometime we act the very worst to the ones we love. It don't occurr but sometime we just want a hug. And mom I just wanna thank you for everything, for all the times that you were there to provide my needs. And I thank you for always just helping me despite all the trouble sometimes that I know I used to be. You've shown me just what a mom's supposed to be. And it still means so much to know you'd be proud of me. And just to be your son is what i'm proud to be. So just in love I say thanks and all your kids sing; Mommy, thank you for being my Mommy, I just want to thank you Mommy, thank you for being my Mommy.

For awhile Mom we really didn't talk much. And even lately it's kinda hard just to get in touch. You wouldn't believe just how much your little boy's grown up. It seems like yesterday that I was so young. Time passes so fast but you know what? It's words like 'I love you' I never said enough. And everything that you've done means so much. Thank you mom, and that's love from your loving son.

And Lord I want to thank you for what you've done. You're my Father in Heaven and i'm your son. Your the source of where my peace comes from. And you can still be my Father if I now cease to have one. I was lost but you changed the outcome, you put your Son on the cross where He just bled and hung. You laid down your life, and there's no greater love for someone.... And that's exactly what you've done! Jesus, thank you for being my Jesus. I just want to thank you Jesus, thank you for being my Jesus.

"words were changed from a KJ song"

Hightlights? Resolutions?

Well it does not seem like one whole year since we threw our last New Year's Party!! I cannot believe it is a new year. But believe it or not, it is here, 2005 ! I've been thinking,, what are my highlights, my lowlights of 2004 and what are my goals for 2005?

Here is a list of things that I have learned in the past year:

1. To have a good time all you need is family, they are the best friends and when really thought about, they rock the world!
2. Death sucks
3. The Huf side of my family far out-rocks the Myers for being able to have fun just hanging out with each other!
4. God WILL provide; God WILL heal; God WILL protect; IF we give him a chance and get out of way.
5. My sibs are the best friends I have.
6. Aonch has no limits when it comes to obnoxicision.
7. Actually im tired and can t really think of alot of things

im going ot bed.. more later